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As The Lights Come Up...
It's hard to believe it's been close to 7 months since I've written in here last ( Read more... ) -
always look on the brightside...
after about 4 quality days of being more depressed than i could have ever imagined, i am finally content ( Read more... ) -
frankly my dear,
i just want school to start
my summer ended on Wednesday.
i just want to get through senior year in one piece && go far far away.
i hate this. -
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i'm tired of people telling me it will be ok or that they know how i feel.
if you ever felt like this i'm very sorry, i would never wish it on my mortal enemey.
but i dont want it to be ok like it is now.
only talk to me if you can change it. -
...no words
train stopped.
the fairy tale ends here, folks.
next stop, reality -
on occasion...
every once in a blue a moon i learn my lesson
tonight being one of those occurences.
thank you now&&then.
i owe the rest of my life to you. -
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this is gross ( Read more... ) -
the insanity needs to stop...
Sometimes I am baffeled by the fact that my family takes the definition of "Insane" to a new level && higher ground every day ( Read more... ) -
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yesterday was many firsts ( Read more... ) -
i still don't like bathing suits
i dont understand
i've lost over 25 lbs.
i've gone from 142 lbs. to 116 lbs.
and i still don't look very different
sure clothes don't fit me like they used to
but i still don't like how i look
i thought 115 lbs was my goal
but i still don't like how i look