hi random

[canoegirl]

i am sitting at work with an almost overwhelming workload - which is a good thing, i'm not complaining - and despite everything being pretty damn good, i'm feeling sad. and then, because i know why i'm feeling sad, i feel retarded

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[synthesis21]

I was feeling the same way earlier this year about marriage. Taryn and Justin got engaged. Conrad got engaged. A few other friends got engaged. People started planning weddings. But there I was, knowing that it was coming soon for me but still thinking "Why do these people deserve to get what I want before I get it?" You know I'm truly happy for them, but still.

Don't feel bad for feeling how you do. It's natural. Yes, because we are who we are, we feel guilty about the jealousy, but I've come to realize it's normal. As long as you're not holding it against people you care about (because, really, it's not their fault), then you're fine.

Love ya, girl.

[jessilg]

Hey Love,

I completely understand as well. Mer and I just came from visiting my sister in Seattle with your brood and now we just found out our friends becca and adam are pregnant. I want that too and I am so happy for them but jealous because I know we are not ready. A part of my is so ready to start and family and the other part is thinking we are know where near.