For awhile I was going strong.  Working on weddings, excited about my business, happy with Meridyth and the house and work ( Read more... )

My stomach is aching, i'm exhausted, and i've been trying to make everything ok.  I wash dishes and fix dinner and scoop the litter and try to be understanding.  Maybe i'm not doing enough?  I don't know....all I know is that i'm exhausted and I know she's exhausted and instead of feeling full of love i'm annoyed and tired...I can't explain the ( Read more... )

Meridyth asked me to sleep in the other room.  I was keeping her up either twitching my legs or snoring.  I was restless anyway.  My mind is constantly spinning with all of the things I need to do.  Wash dishes, do laundry, buy charlie food, work on photographs, market my wedding site, finish my promos.  I am physically exhausted and hoping that ( Read more... )