I can't believe this is happening, I want to be sitting outside Case tomorrow and see him walking towards me with a smile on his face. I want to hear him give me advice and let me tell him my secrets. I want to hear him pause between puffs of his cigarrette before going on with his sentence. Phil, I feel like you never knew how much I actually ( Read more... )

Classes are now under way and I'm already very busy. I am excited about this year but sad that its my last. Lots of things have happened to make me grow up and mature hopefully enough to be taken seriously by employers... The things that have happened are not necessarily bad but more intuitive. I have questioned myself and the way I do things and ( Read more... )

Pet Peeves of Track Season 2005 ( Read more... )

The wedding is over, done with, finalized, I have no sister named Canoni anymore. It went off without a problem, hopefully i will have some pictures of it soon. I DID cry but only during the beginning of the ceremony... i hope there are no pictures of that... But how can a girl keep herself from crying when she sees her father and sister walking ( Read more... )

So it's August 5th which means that my sister is only a Canoni for another 9 days... to me that is really scary. I'm going through the motions of preparing for the wedding and I know I'm in the wedding but this is just pretend right? I'm not really gonna be the last Canoni daughter? I talked to my sister today and realized I'm making a toast... ( Read more... )

Is it me or does it feel like school just ended and now all the stores have back to school stuff? I mean I am a huge fan of back to school shopping, but I am not so excited to be heading back to school so quickly... It's my last year of school and I can only hope that it won't go as fast as the last three years have. I still remember moving into my ( Read more... )

I want to be wanted, loved, thought about daily perhaps even hourly..., I want someone that will think of me and smile, I want someone that likes me because of my flaws or quirkiness, I want someone to look into my eyes and not just see my eyes but see me. But most of all I want someone that makes me feel that way about them. I am happy being ( Read more... )

I don't know what really caused me to start writing again but i just miss being able to write out some of the feelings I have. Lets do a quick recap of how my life has been since January of this year... February... uhhhh shit... March... hmmmm nope... April... good god nothing... May... Aruba (girl went missing) but still had lots of fun, sun, and ( Read more... )

Hello all... Lots of stuff has happened since I last updated... But I'm just gonna give you the overview ( Read more... )

Wow... its been a real long time since I've updated ( Read more... )