Comments | canonxlove: DEAR GENE.

canonxlove

DEAR GENE.

Mar 07, 2006 08:55

next time i see you, that chain is coming off of your goddamned neck, and you're fooling yourself if you think i'm kidding. you have said and come up with so many off the wall things, and i'm just tired of it. for your fucking information, even when my dad was ALIVE and hating my brother, he nor my mother NEVER kept me from him and my mother said ( Read more... )

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lets get one thing strait... shaderedemtion March 7 2006, 20:08:13 UTC

hello brittany, i just have a few things to say before i go... i took back all those horrible things i said to you on here in like three different lj's, and i said it was just theory since you haven't told me jackshit about what is happening... you want to remove the chain, go right ahead, it's just bothering my neck anyway, and i can't stand the fact that now i'm loose canon because i wanted to help you... if anything you need the phycological help--not me! you wanna send me away, then fine cause i'm not coming back! i stayed here in charleston so i could be with you, i stayed alive this long so i could help you, and i helped you because i love you--er wait, LOVED you.... i don't know what all's going through your head right now, but none of this adds up: one day you wanted to be with me, and the next you hated my guts entirely! now how do you explain that??? you wanted a life time friend, and you lost it... you hate me so much, then you and all of your pathetic friends will never see me again! and this time i mean it, because i am ( ... )

Re: lets get one thing strait... canonxlove March 7 2006, 20:29:32 UTC

i ahve already admitted that i need psychological help, and i've hada psychologist for pretty much the past two years. i'm not in school right now because of it, too.

hasn't become obvious over the past few days that i didn't want you? i was trying to do everything i could to push you away because your actions were SCARING THE FUCK OUT OF ME. you enver got the hint, so i had to be direct.

i'm glad that you finally understand that i'm tired of your shit, and i already knew that you were tired of mine. i was trying to get you to leave because i was getting tired of the fuckign GUILT that all of this was bringing me.

it all got blown WAAAY out of proportion, and i'm glad that you finally understand.

Re: lets get one thing strait... canonxlove March 7 2006, 20:42:36 UTC

one more thing-
yeah, i'm stuck up my mom's ass because she's pretty much the ONLY blood family i have left.
i think i have the right to be stuck up her ass.