this is directed towards one person, and they know who they are.

don't have anyone ask me to call you. don't call me.
i'll contact you when i feel like it, and, frankly, i don't want anything to do with you just yet.

new journal.

i'll let you all know what it is.
i'm not putting the name up here because there's people that read my current journal that really really piss me off.

nothing at all, except i'm suffering through withdrawal of a certain person i spent time with yesterday. uhoh.

the cold concrete cuts against her back and her spirit spills with blood onto the pavement. hands tied so tight behind her neck and a silence falls, and everything changes. everything dies; to you, nothing's alive to you anymore. i guess you've gotten more than you may have wanted. if i could take your pain away, i would scream for you and I'll ( Read more... )

*giggles*
this is all just making everything in my head go *KABOOM*!
i'm starting to talk like a little kid.
beware, friends: i have officially lost IT, and i'm not going to be getting it back until next week.

next time i see you, that chain is coming off of your goddamned neck, and you're fooling yourself if you think i'm kidding. you have said and come up with so many off the wall things, and i'm just tired of it. for your fucking information, even when my dad was ALIVE and hating my brother, he nor my mother NEVER kept me from him and my mother said ( Read more... )

i'm leaving for a few days.
if i miss anything big, i'm sorry.

whatever.
i'm not going to be hasty but that key is staying THE FUCK out of my sight for a very long time.

This is Lydia, and any of you who know who I am to Brittany, don't say anything. This is what I have to say about her current state right now ( Read more... )

I'M STARTING TO NOT BE ABLE TO DO THIS ANYMORE, KAY?
i'm trying to be as fair as i possibly can and it's just not working.
if my mother doesn't approve, then, fine, i'm going to find someone else because SHE'S the most important person in my life, no matter how much i hate her 75% of the time.
SO QUIT HASSLING ME.
maybe yesterday was what i needed?