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An End...
I started this in September of 2004, and this has been my longest journal yet by far. Often, I burn the damned thing before three months are out, just outright depressed about the thoughts in my head ( Read more... ) -
More Physio
My knees have been shot since I was 12. Earlier, even, but that is the year I can go, "Yeah, this is when I started wanting a cane ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
Lots of nightmares again, and difficult thoughts creeping in. More lost things that I used to love. I am improving, but will I do so well enough?
Tired, obviously, despite sleeping a lot. Just wish I could do more than stare at this screen or sleep. Just wish I could keep busy in some way.
I'm missing work. I want to work. -
Lots of doctor appointments
Finally getting some things dealt with that have been ignored (not by me) for years. Almost a decade in some cases, well over a decade in others. About time. Yeah, my history with medical professionals has not exactly been, good ( Read more... ) -
OK, new year...
Let's see. Finally got a doctor that seems to actually want to treat me. Tried a group thing, failed but tried at least. Stretching myself in some areas indeed. Still working the limited amount I can work. Dad has moved in ( Read more... ) -
Happy Whatever Folks!
Hopefully everyone is safe and warm as the various holidays come upon us, or have passed. Be well! -
Weird Memory...
So, weird fact, my family are sensitives. A number of us have dealt with ghosts of a variety of sorts. Some will laugh, others wonder, but, well, it is what we've had to deal with ( Read more... ) -
Another attempt down...
Tried for the biggest thing I've done in eight years, maybe a decade. Tried a group thing. Mental health attempt at getting better. A room filled with over a dozen people ( Read more... ) -
So tired...
Screaming at the shadows inside my brain tonight, flailing at them.
Better than the alternative.