awake for 40 hours fuckedupfuckedup lots of people

i feel like i can't feel emotion

this is exactly what you do and exactly what i knew you'd do. I don't succumb to your wants immediately and so the venom starts pouring out of your mouth and you want to hurt me, i'm another one of those things you hate. Well you did and have hurt me, ok, but no more. I'm confident enough now that you're not going do anything more to me than make ( Read more... )

i hope you don't expect to mean the same to me when i'm coming second or third or fourth to you
i move on quickly

NATHALIA i miss you i miss you ( Read more... )

that was really fucked up

i take my commitments seriously
i'm not doing this again

i find it unattractive that you like me so stop.

working on not being so fucking awful

where am i going? i'm stuck i'm stuck i'm stuck i'm stuck

i complicate things because i'm a selfish attention whore

so i guess i should be careful what i wish for