I can't help but feel as though I'm about to lose everything I care about, once again ( Read more... )

This was an accident ( Read more... )

I'm beginning to feel better about some things.. but confused about others. I like the feeling of getting over someone, and I love just dwelling in music. I don't think I'm good for anyone, to be honest.

( July the 4th )

Things or people are not always what you think they are. People lie, masks are worn, and there's no remorse felt for doing wrong.

Loving and trusting.. things I do too often.. Why should I care? Why should I go out of my way for people who don't care for me?

I'm upset but enraged..
I want to cry but kill..
I love but I hate.

I am currently attempting to rid myself of 12 baby gerbils. Gerbils are the least known rodent to bite, therefore, they make great pets for children. If you are interested in a free baby gerbil, please contact me at jlawto03@baker.edu, sweetnsassy5786@yahoo.com, or instant message me on the AIM screen name listed below.

The more time goes on...
                    the harder it seems to become.
            It's difficult not to cry..
     but just as difficult to let it all out.

A single tear holds the pain of a million deaths.
By morning,
                  I will have drowned in them all.

I hate a lot of things right now ( Read more... )

I miss my mother, despite all of the difficult times and hateful arguments. She was there to talk to whenever I was confused or needed to talk about something that was bothering me. I miss how she always used to poke her head out of her bedroom to see if us kids were trying to steal her pop. I even miss her yelling at me to get out of her seat, or ( Read more... )

If anyone would like a baby gerbil once it is old enough to leave mommy and daddy, please let me know. I don't want to end up with a billion gerbil babies by the end of 2005.

She used to be my only enemy and never let me free ( Read more... )