I really wanna cuddle with Kate. =(

I just want someone to love me..
                                  like I love them.

I'm sleeping beneath layers..
     wishing that it was her body heat keeping me warm..
         "it sounds really nice"
but never enough,
               and so I continue to dream

Alone.

Thanksgiving tomorrow, and I'm going to be tired as hell. I just finished my accounting homework after working on it since about 6P. It'll be a competition to see who beats who to the shower in the morning. I'm really looking forward to sleeping in come Friday morning. I've been up early every morning since Monday when this week was supposed to be ( Read more... )

The highlight of my day was being babied by Nikki. I miss how it used to happen more often, but I was just so happy that we got close today. I'm all smiles.

I love you, Nikki.

I just woke up from a dream with Kate in it. My first yet. Here we go ( Read more... )

I didn't sleep well. I slept in the warmth of my tears last night, so many different thoughts running in all directions that I couldn't keep up. The lack of sleep in addition to all of the stresses of school and work are taking their toll. My chest pains have increased, despite me taking vitamins every day now ( Read more... )

My attempt to "start new" will not be to stop with this journal, but delete those friends that I have no interest in reading their journals. I don't want comments from people asking why I deleted you. I deleted you because I have no interest in your journal and I'd prefer you not reading mine. Period. The End.

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Would you believe I was heavier in the past?

( Well.. I was! )

For the most part, I'm pretty pissed off. Accounting class turned out to be, what I'm assuming, is the lowest Accounting class offered. I took Accounting I-IV in High School, and this class felt like the beginning of Accounting I. I was bored, and I'm getting switched, even though the teacher is awesome ( Read more... )