Life has finally started.
I will update this journal more often, I've missed it.
A mom of two girls,a wife,a student.
I happy, I'm at the point in my life that I've dreamed about.

becky IM'd me ealier today and informed me i have 19 days left until i reach 40 weeks. I didnt even know, i've been so busy trying to keep my mind off the fact that Paul's gone and he may not be here for Arianna's debut into the world that i forgot about the countdown. I havent felt any contractions, no "baby dropping",nesting none of that shit. I ( Read more... )

So i have REALLY bad heartburn, i was asleep around 10ish, slept for a little bit then had to get up and pee ( Read more... )

(this is an email i sent to paul.so the you is paul dorks ( Read more... )

i have issues with people telling me they are going to do something then not doing it or guilting me into letting them get away with not doing it ( Read more... )

i hate it when someone ask you for help,
then treats you like shit.
i hate how he can tell me he loves me and still treat me like shit.
i love you so much but you hurt me to my very core.
i think i love you too much sometimes.
i put myself through hell to make you feel better.

i dont know how to love myself and love you at the same time

you have been working long crazy hours all week and i totally understand ( Read more... )

You ever went to the movies with a group of friends and EVERYONE in the group said the movie was scary but one friend.
And this one friend always say
"eh, it wasnt scary, i laughed the whole time"

But you swear you remember her screaming.
You also have the marks where she dug her nails into your arm.

dont believe the hype.

┣ List 10 things you want to say/admit to people but know you never will. General confessions are okay too ( Read more... )

1. What is your middle name? reanee ( Read more... )