im scared im startin to like heath, jessica's bf, i dont know if i should tell him or just keep it to myself it would sort of make sense if we were to start dating bc we spend more time together than him and jessica and we have more fun together, but i dont know what to do if i said something it would hurt jessica and i dont want to do that bc i ( Read more... )

i havent had a good sleep in over a week and it really really sux my sister is stayin in my room bc my granny is stayin with us for the weekend which also really sux bc she get on my nerves so badly its not even funny but neways i cant sleep w her in my room bc she breaths REALLY loud and snores too and i cant sleep with any kind of noise i know ( Read more... )

4 months ill be 18 thank god maybe ill be happier then but i really doubt it

im goin home on tuesday YEEEHOAW im excited i miss everybody there tomorrows my aunts bday and i have absolutely nothing to do tomorrow im gonna see if i can call tina id be nice to talk to her i havent in over two wks and it really sux bc shes my best friend and life just isnt the same w out her or her iddy biddy i love them both soo much i ( Read more... )

wow its been a REALLY LONG TIME a lot has happened in the last several months i started goin to church stopped talkin to carina(regrets) dated of couple of guys got baptized did guard made several new awesome friends and am goin to indy in two days. im so excited i get to see my iddy biddy ( Read more... )

its startin to drive me crazy im stuck w the same ppl all the time and i just get to the point when i just want some of them to die ive had band everyday this wk exc for tuesday bc i had a dr. apt but i would have if i wouldnt have had to go to the docs i even had ot tonight and its a saturday im just sick and tired of certain ppl in the ( Read more... )

last night i would have to say was one of the best times of my life i had to perform last night for the football game and i had more energy coming off the field than i did when i got on the field it was an awsome feeling and ne time i get to hang w my friends is a lot of fun we lost the game, but the performance put on by me and the rest of the ( Read more... )

its the first time ive been on the computer in at least 2 wks and nobody emails me nemore its like im dead to the world even the ppl i see everyday its like the only time ppl will talk to me nemore is when i get them something or if they have a problem and need someone to talk to like i want to hear their problems my best friend hardly ever ( Read more... )

im in a better mood now i talked to carina about why i was pissed and she understands now and i talked to jeni which is very strange. she told me she doesnt hate me bc if she did she would kill me, she just dislikes me and for that she just wants to bash my head into a concrete wall it sounds like fun to me we can arrange that if shed like i ( Read more... )

ive been talkin to my ex a lot lately about gettin back together and i asked her not to lie to me and to let me know whats happenin in her life yet she must have forgotten to tell me that shes back w her other ex the one that wants me dead this girl sends me absurd ims all the time sayin that she wants me to die and that she just wants to hit me ( Read more... )