every word i speak every line i write seems to be a waste. its like speaking to an audience only everyones back is tward you and they dont hear a word. life is like a puzzle that slowly gets pieced togeather to make one big picture but it seems like my pieces all fall in the wrong places and never match up. its like opening a box of cereal for the ( Read more... )

ok growing up in the good ol u.s of a sucks. for being the greatest country in the world it blows. we are no different from the communist countrys except we actully tell our people they are free.i cant believe over half the fucking population believes that WTF!! im soo sick of this new wave of brainwashed kids that hear on mtv that its not cool to ( Read more... )

with every passing day i realize more and more....you know when you get in a fight with a parent and are soo pissed off at them and you think to your self if i was only 18 and could move out id pack my shit and walk out right now...if your like me you roll that thought around in your mind like a stone in the palm of your hand re thinking the words ( Read more... )

ok lets see right about now i would be sitting at my computer pondering about everything that has happened to me this school year. for starters i think its safe to say my first year of highschool was the best and the worst year of my entire life. i sometimes think about what would of happened and could of happened if i hadent made some of the ( Read more... )

ok this being my first entry like most other things i have high hopes entering them but as soon as start them i lose interest and have little to no motivation. to relieve my mind of these antagonizing thoughts that are brutaly bouncing about my mind cluttering my thoughts and generaly pissing me off im going to start writing again....i used to ( Read more... )