gah i dont want this stuff to happen to us again!

[cantwait4evr]

all the same things are happening again!  i hate this so bad.. i want to be able to have friends.. yeah that includes guy friends BUT i cant because of things that has happened in the past and i have an insecure boyfriend.  I know he loves me and i know hes just looking out for the best of me.. BUT he just doesnt trust me.  He knows other guys like

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[cantwait4evr]

:)

[tiehersohigh]

"just scared of wasting my last year at highschool being with.. just one person

[cantwait4evr]

well theres nothing wrong with being with one person.. i love bobby and thats really not something that im that worried about. i just.. i want to have fun.. but i can have fun with bobby. i do need to let bobby put trust back into me but its just hard knowing that he doesnt already.. and im so damn hardheaded i just want him to give in. ive changed so much here lately and god knows how much i want this past summer to come back.. nobody had problems then.. im not wasting my time with bobby. i know that ofr a fact. but all the other people i do hang out with might not care about me as much as bobby but most do and i dont want to lose them either.. id rather have a bunch of friends too so that when i do leave highschool i will have something to look back on and actually say i made my highschool years the nest they could be and not put anyone out.. ya know.. well maybe. But im not just going to sit around and wait on something to happen.. i said i was actually going to try this time and i am. i promised him i was. :)

[ouchless]

i think bobby just needs to see that people can actually be friends with members of the opposite sex and not want to date them. i mean i dont know- like right now, my best friend is a guy, and i hang out with him and 2 other dudes- there's none of that sassy ohmigawdithinkimaylikeyoukuzwe'refriendshoohurr
but i think that may be it- he just be so used to people being 'friends' and then dating that he doesnt think it's possible.