get out of the city if it hurts; you're too blind, so move over. try to get closer to the lifestyles of gluttons. seem so seamless and perfect. i've been the secret you've been keeping.

Ears to the wall, eyes on the prize. See that you've made a mistake, and we all know what you've done here. Dear Interceptor, I've been waiting... Show me ( Read more... )

i found this from a few months ago, i had it on my LJ here. but i think it is still so fucking true and very suitable for a re-post ( Read more... )

Aesthetic Wishes: I had a weird dream 2 or 3 nights ago, i just finally looked it up ( Read more... )

and this is the story of my life ( Read more... )

my song ( Read more... )

I change my mind. I'm really not sure if I do want a relationship.. What's the point. I have myself at this "Never give up trying, give it your all" kind of thing. well.. what's the point of that, no one has that same thing going out for them haha. always goes something like this. Everything happy. other person cares less, tries less, ( Read more... )

i'm so tired of this. feeling bad for something new every other day. now i feel bad that i couldn't give everything. i feel it wasn't ever good enough. how is this right? One fight over her breaking plans with me to see her friends, and she wont apologize, or try to understand, she just gets mad. and then she completly makes it out in her ( Read more... )

i miss the older me more.. when i had a lot of morales and i generally tried to be a very good person. i talked to kevin about it.. i'm turning that way again. i like to be a fair person. i like to be honest. i'm going to restore all my good qualities that i miss. I just am going to stop doing everything i think a good person shouldn't do. ( Read more... )

Chapter 3, the things that lawyers never tell.

i hate not knowing how i'll feel in the future. makes me feel even less in control ofmy life than I already am.

"Archers in your arches, raise you fingers for one last salute. and bleed this sky line dry."