I think something is wrong with me. Seriously. I'm not going to go into great detail, but I've been thinking about him alot lately. It sucks. I thought I was pretty much over that, think again. I just keep looking at everything going on around me and it makes me want to go back in time, or maybe not go back, but just start over completely. I'm just ( Read more... )

Well,I'm sitting here kind of bored. Things are getting better. At first it was just so hard to believe, it was just a dream to me. Now,its starting to sink in, and I miss him ALOT. I had a weird dream last night, a very weird dream. If he is looking down on us now, he definitely knows how much we care. He's probably even laughing at some of the ( Read more... )

This doesn't even seem real. I keep waiting for someone to tell me it didn't happen and he's really ok. I can't believe it. I've lost people before,but not someone this close. I didn't realize how much I really cared about him until now,and now it's too late to tell him. I hope I see him again someday. There are so many memories ( Read more... )

Well, I'm sitting at Lindsey's house waiting for her to get back from the dollar store. Not a whole lot has been going on lately ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a really long time. Everything has been going pretty good. Sometimes things get a little confusing but I just let go and let them staighten themselves out. Things keep getting better and better the more I just let God control everything. Things I would normally get extremeley frustrated or down about seem like the smallest ( Read more... )

I saw him last night for the first time in a while, it was weird and I know I shouldn't have talked to him but I did anyway.It's nice to know he's doing pretty good though. I guess that's what matters ( Read more... )

I confuse myself sometimes. It is absolutely insane. But anyway,this week has been interesting. I get frustrated at practice everyday now. Atleast today we got a little break before we have to go back at 6:00. I needed it. Three hours a day non-stop is just too much time to spend with some of those people. There is so much drama this year and I can ( Read more... )

Wow,I had a pretty good time last night. That movie was pretty weird.

Yes,I am confused. I'm not sure about much of anything. But all in all,I'm pretty happy.

I was a really bad friend yesterday. I'm sorry.

Wow,the game was awesome last night. It was nice winning our senior year. Hanging out afterwards was fun too. I'm going to miss hanging out with everyone next year. I'm not going to worry about it now though,I'm just going to enjoy it ( Read more... )

So last night was fun. Very confusing at first,but it turned out ok. It was actually pretty nice for some reason. Haha.

So have you ever said something and wished so bad that you wouldnt have said it. Yeah,I did it,and it sucks. He is so confusing.

So I like this no school thing,although we really need to practice.