fuck, i think i might have it.
i am starting to think i actually might have it.

i cant fucking do that.

A - Z About ME....
A - AGE: Seventeen
B - BANDS LISTENED TO MOST RECENTLY: sugarland Pink, dixie chicks
C- CRUSH: that boy.......
D - DOG's NAME: Cats' names: Cricket, Lily, Casey
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Heather
F - FAVORITE COLOR: Blue
G - GRADE: Senior
H - HOMETOWN: Lancaster
I - INSTRUMENT:Piano
J - JUICE: pink lemondade
K - KIDS: monkies?
L - ( Read more... )

BuchCherry Lyrics....

Buried way beneath the sheets I think she's having a meltdown
Finding it hard to fall asleep she won't let anyone help her
The look on her face a waste of time she won't let go gonna roll the dice
Loosing her grace starts to cry I feel her pain when I look in her eyes
I want ta be I want everything, I want everything
Somewhere she ( Read more... )

you can reply to this as nasty as you want too. but i need to get this out.

im scared enough. im scared about this more then anything. DONT tell me she is going to die. its not a joke and it is not funny.

Please, please.. i dont want to be used.

my past is something i am very very very ashamed about. Please dont use my mistakes against me.

i like you. ( Read more... )

i could listen to you talk about things i dont understand for hours because its your voice.

and i love  huggin in the car wash when no one can see us.

so all i ask was that you make me feel better. because im depressed off my ass right now

you make me feel worse, tell me you have to go, and also tell me that you have nothing else to say to me so your not going to call me before you sleep.
and that if im lucky you'll call in the morning

and now im crying,
for the second night
because of you.

fucking ( Read more... )

boy :)

Trip broke up with me today.

i fuck up everything ( Read more... )

today is just one of those days where i wish i could just get in my car and drive
drive until i ran out of gas
drive until my car breaks down
drive until i break down
drive until i hit water
drive until i hit something that feels better then this