Happy one year?

not really :/

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What the FUCK!??

When I woke up this morning i felt a feeling that i havent felt since last summer. I can't even describe how interesting it felt. I felt...good. I'm good now, but it was a different good. And worry free...I am worry free (eh..) but it was a different worry free. It was a feeling that felt as if everything is going to be okay, even though it sort of ( Read more... )

It was nice being there with Rae.

but no dice for hip hop songs the entire night.

also no dice for parents.

i miss my dad
christmas is around the corner and once again, he wont be here.
i cant believe i'm typing in this damn thing.
it's like no one wants to hear why i'm so freaking bummed out.
this is stupid.

fucking shit.

I think this will be my last post ever.
I dont see the point in writing inside of this anymore. I guess I'm pretty happy with the way my life is going right now. I know who my real friends are.. and maybe when there's absolutely no one to talk about my problems with, I MIGHT write in here. But not anymore.

I've been feeling so stressed lately. So stressed that I think it's affecting my health. I'm failing my anthropology class. I'm so sick of work and I think I'm ready to look for another job. No matter how hard I try nothing ever seems good enough for anybody. I'm going to keep this a short post. I can't wait for this week to end. I wish I could see ( Read more... )

Since my last post things have been, well, good. My family is well. My mom went into surgery and now she's recovering pretty fast and Misty hasnt had any seizures. My friends appear to be doing good. When I say appear, it's because I haven't really hung out with them in sometime, and last time I saw them, they seemed to be doing good. Sam and I ( Read more... )