i want to be numb. i dont feel happiness so why cant the sadness and pain just go too?

you hang up the phone and know that what you once had was forever lost. you are strangers in the world once again. you are nothing to each other and you still remember when they were everything to you.

its been long enough.

I hate the way you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

these rebound things only help a little. FUCK YOU!

i am different and dont want to be who i was, but i want some of what i had.

i miss my best friend.

He's like that dorky kid in school that you talked to cuz he was really nice and you guys got a long well but then out of nowhere developed a really big crush on him but never let it go further than a friendship cuz you were too embarrassed to let your friends know you liked him ( Read more... )

dude i have a freakin boyfriend. ugh. where has my lone wolf status gone?! i am so not who i was 6 months ago. people would be surprised.

omg i have a date. so excited!

why do i keep giving people their highschool dreams but dont take mine?! ugh! hahaha. i aim to please?

What has been will be again,
what has been done will be done again;
there is nothing new under the sun.