absolutely filthy and things keep coming to me but i can't place them in relation to the whole or analyze them just list right now it feels like my mind won't turn off i jus tlay there and it keeps bombarding me and i can't make it go away thus no "spiritual peace" or transcendence i type millions kof miles per hour and so maybe that's what it ( Read more... )

hahha oh but our rational side has more doesn't it it always does jumps straight online wasup dahg no but silliness might have saved the quiznos job though i only "care to" to keep the parents off my back yeh applied at office space krogur wal-mart the usual haunts hopefully one will apply me that really is such beautiful corporate slavery i rumble ( Read more... )

dont like going back work because don't know if shift will end had first day off in over yyear and half today but now work indefinitely cant think of what to say down time but all can think about good things that are so close and each key i type takes long because i dont think ive felt this emoional it feels like gone saiyin blue field around im ( Read more... )

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thattaCHAMP!!

geez louise! so i have this really hard us history final exam tomorrow for college! :( luckily though i'll be able to begin it earlier than the class wuold normally begin!! how kickass is that! i guess i'll start around 11:45, and just write three quick essays (probably an hour and a half max) because that way i get come home time at 1:30 ( Read more... )

hmm don't thik capoeira's for me of course beautiful but i'm not looking to learn how to dance there's the aspect of saying you could've hit someone which doesn't appeal to me kind of like saying i could've had sex with someone doesn't i want the real thing i'm not interested in its practices of becoming "more than just a martial art" i don't want ( Read more... )

this is just a concept that's fascinating me right now wasting a pizza for it don't know where it originated but it might give me a place in the world explain things so of course here goes begins i don't thik people recognize enough what would be considered emotional intelligence by the scientific types thinking about the two aspects of me duality ( Read more... )

only one "question" how can you "hold back what you feel" when you don't even know what it is at the time in theory of course actualized relationships you're one with the other person you talk about it discuss it do the process that i did myself to bring it to realization find out what it is but when it's your first relationship ever and you're ( Read more... )

hmm formulated kind of a manifesto maybe for my current feelings purely speculatory fo course but when you'rek issing lying down on a bed or something you want to be close too but charlie rises so it's inhospitable kind of like trying to lay face down on a bed with one so there needs to be like an indention cut into the bed to make it welcoming and ( Read more... )

arr and we've got a question that continually presents itself to me kind of like no matter what i keep gravitating towards this person kind of like it's a fight not to to use sed persunz werdz alwayz talk easily nothing change flawless kind of like in my opinion thairz a reezun things are as such lalalalal like nothing ever happened kind of like " ( Read more... )