this is unacceptable. in every which way.

a 7 or an 8. I can live with that.

hooollddddd the phone. can we just take a stroll down memory lane real quick in lj world?

February 28th, 2007:"what have I even become? making decisions, consciously knowing that Iwill get hurt. decisions that don't even matter right now, and willonly make me feel worthless. I look for things in all the wrong places,and play it off so well. ( Read more... )

I suppose I do fall under the category of being unrealistic. After all, I'm either mad that you're not doing what I like, or I'm happy that you're doing what I like, which means I like you. So, when push comes to shove, it's a lose/lose. Therefore....if I just don't think about anything, then I should be fine. However, I think too much. Especially ( Read more... )

big fat thumbs down.

I'm terrified, obviously. Can you blame me ( Read more... )

it's my birthday, and I'll cry if I fucking want to.

I'm glad I was just a stupid fucking test.

sober.

"by the way,"

well, the talking led to touching, and you know what the touching leads to.

mystery's still there though.

truth: i liked it.
big truth: too much.