so she's pregnant. sometimes I feel as if my life is one big fml post.

edit: oh shit I just went back and read the post before this..... how ironic. so very ironic. that both of these times I ran to the same old friend. who made me feel okay and happy again just by a few sentences. that, my friends, is what growing up is all about.

talking to him, even if it was just a half hour of texting, has seriously made me happy again. gives me a more realistic grasp on my life. like, coming up for a breath of fresh air. it's amazing how, through so little words, so much can be taken. and take it, I will. for me ( Read more... )

after a year and two months. 10/24/08. it's about goddamn time♥

11:11<3 it works.

so much has changed. everything has changed so many times in this past month, who even knows what tomorrow will hold. or if I'll even have a tomorrow ( Read more... )

"I'm gonna get hell for this, you know that? But I couldn't stop myself, I'm sorry."
"I won't lie, I miss you. I miss you a lot. I'm not going to stop liking you."
"If I could be with any girl from the past three years, it'd be you."

I hate my life. I really do.

I miss being friends with everyone, and not worrying about not "being allowed" at certain houses ( Read more... )

every little past frustration, take all of your so-called problems, better put 'em in quotations.
say what you need to say.
walking like a one man army, fighting with the shadows in your head. living out the same old moment, knowing you'd be better off instead. if you could only..say what you need to say ( Read more... )

round four.

I'm probably among one of the most ignorant people you'll come across. not ignorant as in rude, but as in consciously oblivious. I ignore what people try to tell me, argue it to the death, yet I don't even believe it myself. At times I do, but it's hard to try and compare the good against the bad. what outweighs what? do I even care? I let so many ( Read more... )