you're a part of my past and future, but you aren't welcome in my present ( Read more... )

The only thing that UPSETS me about this situation, is that I don't wanna tell my parents. They thought a lot of him.

"I just want you to make me more happy than you do sad."

Thank you, Lindsey, for summing up my life in thirteen words, better than I have or ever could.

My Horoscope:

The wonderful Pluto/sun aspect bodes extremely well for romance today (and for the next few days.) You’ll certainly have the upper hand when it comes to matters of the heart, and singles who may have been dithering over a certain matter or situation will find a satisfactory solution today!

hahahahahahahahahah.

There you were, above me, and you started brushing my hair off my forehead, and it felt so nice. It made me feel... safe. Like no matter what, you were gonna protect me. Years from now, when I think back, I'm not gonna remember the clumsy positioning or the morning-after awkwardness or if the experience itself met the textbook definition of great ( Read more... )

I'm done. I can't do this to myself anymore.
I can't. it's killing me. honestly, it's just too much.
you're a priority, I'm an option.. and I thought differently.
I don't even know what the hell happened, but whatever.
until something changes, I'm not gonna do it anymore.
pedastals are no good. don't ever use them.

you always come through<3 ( Read more... )

I'm thinking.. spring break will be my time to catch up on my whole not sleeping thing.
it has to be. and it also has to be lets get hannah a job. forreal.

it's too late to even begin typing anything.
my body is going to shut down within a couple days.

literally..

falsely began with impatience & anxiousness ( Read more... )

CRAZY: (kr
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I can't do it anymore. Any of it. I've become what I've always hated.