my day just got royally fucked up ( Read more... )

My life is one big crazy mess. NOTE: the last 6 months of my life, especially.

And I'm learning to love and appreciate every minute of it.

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Starting today, I'm forgetting all this bullshit. I've lost myself, and that is my greatest fear. I'm taking back what's mine; my time, my feelings, my sanity. I've been through worse, I can handle this. I don't know why this has got such a hold on me.. STILL. I just need to write this letter, get it all out, and move on (just move on ..gah I love ( Read more... )

THIS LITTLE BUGGER IS THE ONLY OTHER GUY I'LL EVER NEED IN MY LIFE (besides gatsby)


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I think it's funny when people like to pretend they're something they're not. Or better yet, complain about something they, themselves, do more often than not.

If you're going to say something bold,
you better make sure you fucking listen to yourself.

I just don't understand what it is about me that is not worth loving. After reading that back to myself, I realized that sounds a bit cocky. Let me rephrase. I just don't understand why I'm hardly ever given a chance. I do complain a lot, I know that's a flaw in my personality. But besides that, I am mostly a happy, productive, and grateful human ( Read more... )

I miss my bubz.

All I really want right now, is a place to call my own. A space, no matter how big or small, that I can put all my shit in and it would be all mine. I want to start over, throw out almost everything, I want to not have anyone else to worry about, and I want to lead a simple laid-back life ( Read more... )

My ears are gaged to a half inch! I've been trying for so long, and as you can imagine I'm ecstatic to over come this obstacle! Now if only they'd stop stinging.. haha

I'm half way to my goal!!