Do you know what it feels like to know that the time you are spending together is going to be the absolute last? Like I tried to retrace my steps. I said, "Let's talk about this next week." And he pushed it. And I said my peace. And I sat there in disbelief, and said, "I will never get to kiss you again. Or sleep with you. Or hear my favorite song ( Read more... )

Post anonymously, and say anything.

This may not work but it's worth a shot.

Sometimes I feel like I'm only excelling if I'm doing something self satisfying. Writing. Taking pictures. Reading a good book. I don't know. I don't do any of those things anymore. I merely exist on a daily basis and I know this isn't what my life is supposed to be. My life is more than a twenty minute drive from Mt. Zion to Noah's Ark. I need to ( Read more... )

It's so great. I was thinking the other day that I hope you give your kids more than a life they have to struggle beautifully to overcome. You write so well. I'm not being presumptuous in noting that your life's recurring themes involved drugs and alcohol; I'm just being literate really. If I didn't know your family I would gracefully accept the ( Read more... )

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well too much silence can be misleading.
you're drifting,
i can hear it in the way that you're breathing.
we don't really need to find reason
because out the same door that it came,
well it's leaving,
it's leavingtoday i woke up at 3 ( Read more... )

apparently i got sick last night too.
i love how i can't remember it though.
i need to quit drinking!

tonight i went over to michael's with katelyn. i had three mixed drinks and three beers and i hit the gravity bong and also the bowl twice. which means i am gone. i called my dad. he told me i sang out of tune. erin and i sang each other howie day and laughed for about ten minutes straight. i also talked to lauren who i miss so much. tonight at ( Read more... )

youaintnopicasso.com
has some page france mp3's up.
they sound just as good live as
they do on their album.