great lets have everything dump on tracy at once she loves it so much

it is heck of a lot easier to destroy something than it is to repair it, so maybe next time people will handle things with care and appreciate them 

well I am def. loving the college life so far, everyone here is really nice and I love all of my room mates I have already met a lot of people and can not wait to meet more and i have gotten back in touch with some old friends from high school.

**nerd alert** I love all my classes and i am really excited about them because they finally pretain to ( Read more... )

Tonight is my last night in town :( i am going to miss everyone so much 
I think it is weird that most of the people I am going to miss the most are the ones that i have been friends with the shortest.... makes me a little sad that I didn't get to be friends with them sooner 
BUT I'll be back so no worriessss

God does not want me to sleep apparently 
I have this crazy cough that is keeping me awake so I am drinking water to make it go away...it works
but oh wait when you drink water you have to peeeeee so if i am not coughing i am peeing all night things are starting to get out of hand

I got a phone call from Ben while I was at church but i didn't get to talk to him, he left me a message though. I don't know why but for some reason just the sound of his voice on the message had an extreme calming effect over me and i felt like i could breathe for the first time since he left.

i am in a really bad mood and i am not completely sure why

i am so fucking tired of having the same fucking conversation with every fucking guy i start to like, ive reached the point where i am done trying, i give the fuck up when am i going to be good enough to wait for

Disclaimer: I love my sister very much and i wouldn't trade her for anything

...but...

she sure knows how to piss me off. We all have to wake up in 4 hours to catch a flight and everyone has been in bed for quite sometime and for me that is no easy task but some how i managed to fall asleep around 11 which i haven't been able to do in years. So Tracy ( Read more... )

how is it that one time you hang out with someone it is the night from hell and the next time you get to thinking that......well just maybe