most of the time i love how everyone around me is protective, i know that no matter what i am always safe i have about a million big brothers and sisters ( Read more... )

Honestly you are showing your ass quite frequently lately. You seem to find all the time in the world to be with your boyfriend and you dismiss everyone like they are last  weeks trash. I iknew when you called me to tell me he was not able to make it that you would find some reason not to come, but i gave you the benefit of the doubt. I find it ( Read more... )

i kinda find it amusing that you the you chose her over a genuine girl.... i guess you'll see your mistake when you are alone and hurt. Then it will be too late to get back the real people in your life and you will have to start from scratch, but it will be a lesson almost everyone in this town has learned.... you're it.

For some reason lately i have been getting the feeling in the pit of my stomache that maybe i am not actually as ok as i thought i was. Sometimes when i am in a room full of my friends i feel like i am standing in the middle of the ocean, drowning. Everyone knows who they are going home to and who is coming home to them, and i go home by myself and ( Read more... )

well tonight was a big bag of what-the-fuck, there is a fine line between being a good person and being a pushover and i am doing acrobats across it. I do not know why i feel he is my problem to solve, but a big part of me feels an obligation to be his friend and look out for him. I do not know why i can not stand up to him and draw the line, but ( Read more... )

can i please give you a standing ovation???

sometimes when you have given up life has a funny way of making everything ok

I am really aggravated right now because of the irony of my life. I have spent my whole life trying to live up to this idea of the "christian way of life" only to be told time after time that I was not quit making the grade, that the way i chose to live my life was not good enough in the eyes of Jesus. As far as the church is concerned I am ( Read more... )

Fighting is not impressive it is immature and pointless ( Read more... )

now is not the time to break
just remember everything
this will pass