I lied.  I can't remember the last time I was this depressed. The past two weeks have been just awful...the only things that I've been able to hide it all behind were the concerts.  Reality is setting back in now however....I need a drink.  I need someone to listen...and not judge me or anything in my life...just to listen.  I want to just explode ( Read more... )

So,   things have pretty much cleared up since my last post.  Now i have new issues but i honestly don't feel like getting into them right now b/c i need to stop making my problems everyones business.  thats how i get into these kinda messes to begin with.  anywho other than this one crappy thing, its been the best week i've had in a long time.  ( Read more... )

I can't believe it...I am so upset and angry right now that I am actually shaking because I don't know what else to do because I'm in the office so I can't scream and cry...I have to hold it in.  I just can't understand what the hell is going on.  I want to believe so badly that this is where I'm supposed to be in life, that this is the path I ( Read more... )

Best text convo EVER:

Eddie: I had a dream where i went to a bar and i saw you there.plus you introduced me to your boyfriend.and i said,man,coll that is one good looking guy.
ME: Hahaha! That is AWESOME! Lol aw eddie i miss u r u comin back this semester?
Eddie:Yeah.i'm on campus actually waiting to meet with sharkey.nice to hear from you favorite ( Read more... )

Doctor Unheimlich has diagnosed me with
ColleenosisCause:caught in hospitalsSymptoms:mild dolphin noises, groin swelling, blinkingCure:take three vitamin C tablets before going to bed

ART H C148 211 3.00 A- U IS INTERNATIONAL CINEMA SILK, G   Comment: ITAL. NEOREALIST FILM
Time Period ( Read more... )

wow, alot has happened in the past couple weeks.  i've moved out of bromley completely and that lease is up...just waiting on the security deposit now.  um i've semi-moved into the new place and i sign the lease for that on the 22nd or 23rd and so i can move all the way in then.  um dan and i will be together for 2 years on the 21st <3  we just got ( Read more... )

THE ULTIMATE L0VE SURVEY:

How many times have you been in love?
well, there have been two times in the past where i have thought that this was definitely love.  but now that i am with dan, i know that all times before now have not been the full and complete love that i longed for. :)

Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate
yes, because i am a ( Read more... )

YOU
name: Colleen
age: twenty two
are you a dude or a chick: CHICK
where do you live: Cheltenham/Fairless Hills
any nicknames: col, leens, leeny, leenakins, colluny, collunitic, etc...
sign: Gemini
birthday: May 27th
eye color: dark Brown
height: 5'5"
shoe size: 9
pets: dans 2 dogs: spike and adrienne
school: Tyler School of Art
transportation: 95 Honda ( Read more... )

hey all! (whoever actually reads this ( Read more... )