Today was the day I fully understood why I hated cooking so much it was the heat. I mean I can deal with like up to 85 degrees before I start getting fucked up when the temp rises I get very angry and most times at nothing is what I get mad at. Then I start going in and out hallucinations, I start to hear shit then I eventually start to see shit. ( Read more... )

Well nothing eventful has happened in my life lately I have more or less just sitting around the house doing well pretty much nothing at all. I am pretty bored wanna do something or atleast be hammered the whole time I am here to make shit more entertaining. Man I need to do something fun soon. Before I lose my mind. DOESANYONE WANT TO DO SOMETHING ( Read more... )

Ok Last night sucked but this morning was beyond fuct up. I mean I had the bad dreams as usual and few nightmares. I just wanna know what I did last night in my sleep because I woke up this morning with dried blood all over my right hand. Then I checked myself out in the mirror and I had no cuts or scratches anywhere on my body. But I had blood on ( Read more... )

I just wanna crawl into a ball and die and I don't know why. I mean what else can go wrong I find out today that one of my closest friends might be moving to florida. Then I get a message from my girl saying she does not want to date me anymore for her reasons and I try to find out why and she does not answer to even talk to me which hurt as much ( Read more... )

After how I am feeling I am going to go for a drive and clear my head at 1 in the morning. I hope it does something for me.

I hate it when I get happy and I start to see things in the negative because I actually feel start to feel complete. I look so hard for this feeling and when I find it I end up fucking it up or something goes wrong. Then I get depressed and I just sit there I have no perogitive to do anything but get worse than I already am. I just don't know what ( Read more... )

Your Linguistic Profile:

45% General American English
40% Yankee
10% Upper Midwestern
5% Dixie
0% Midwestern

What Kind of American English Do You Speak?

Your Deadly Sins

Envy: 80%

Sloth: 60%

Greed: 20%

Pride: 20%

Wrath: 20%

Gluttony: 0%

Lust: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 29%

You will die a boring death. While dying, you ( Read more... )

I went to a prom and my date was prom queen. w00t. So I got to go with the best looking chick in town double w00t. I had fun she was so pretty slow dancing with her was great. All in all I enjoyed myself. Can't wait till I get the picture of us.

I sit here alone in the dark in the dead of night looking for the answers to the quetions I ask. But still I sit here looking looking at the vast nothingness that surrounds me here in the closed quaters of my room. I see the shadows creeping up on me waiting to take me to a darker place than where I am. Consuming my the very essence of my being. ( Read more... )

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The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're ( Read more... )