Well just a breif little update things are good have 2 jobs now but hell better than none at all uh met a few new peeps chilled with some old ones drank alot in the past couple of months and am actually getting my life together might be getting another car for 5 bills than I am going to fix up the escort so it runs better all an all I can say I ( Read more... )

I am not making excuses for everything I have done. I am offering apologizes for the wrongs I have made. I am sorry to my friends for all the dick-headed things I have done. For all the rude and crude jokes I have made and I am sorry for offending you in anyway I have. To all of the people I have held close I am sorry for pushing you away. For the ( Read more... )

Well the last couple of weeks here is how it went. I went to a doc to try something new for my ever continuing problem with being depressed. I got an appointment then I got the meds, and then I got the blood drawn to check for any blood disorders. Take the pill feel pretty good still feel good, great even. I keep putting on weight then I lose it ( Read more... )

Well I had some help in making the decision to go try to get some help with my depression problem. So I do then in the end I get screwed. BUt I did go to get the help it's just now that I go for the help I end up 400 hundred times more depressed than when I started out on my little adventure. I don't know what to do anymore. I am just so lost in my ( Read more... )

I am just so pissed right now I don't know why either. I just have this urge to walk down the street and just fucking stab. Just for fun I don't really know what the fuck is going on exactly my friends and my girl friend are all fine. I just don't know right now. I just kind of keep going in and out of like these periods where I just wanna fucking ( Read more... )

It's been a little while since I last had anything to say well all in all not much has happened other than the fact I have not had a car in like almost 1 and a half weeks. I have no car due to the fact that my transmission is gone done I think I murdered it. So the people have let me use there motor cars my thanks go out to you. But that and I a ( Read more... )

Well I have been trying to find a job for like a week and a half now. But the thing that sux the most is that there is so much I want to be able to do but I can't because I am broke. I mean even something as simple as getting some food from mickey D's or BK or even wendy's is a frickin task. Mind you all this cameabout when I lost my Job cooking ( Read more... )

Well as fate would have it I lost my job today. I am so fucking confused at to what I can do with my life I have tried working with food not working with food and no matter what I do I seem to be stuck working around food. I hate this I have no clue as to what kind of skills I have for the working world. I think I really just need to find something ( Read more... )

I am so pissed at the fact that all of my supposed friends have not called me in like a almost 2 monthes I mean it is one thing to give a call here and there but no one has tried at all. I have tried to call them. But they either talk to me for like 5 minutes and then they say hey can I call you back and they haven't for a month. I am more pissed ( Read more... )

Well in all honesty not to much has happened since my last post still at the Town Line Cafe working my ass of in a kitchen with shitty ventilation *Blah* I got my hours cut because I was a little to slow at the cooking dealness. But I am getting better than I was I am getting you are doing alot betters from everyone. The new Woman is the best I ( Read more... )