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when I'm in a relationship I feel like suddenly everything has a deadline. I have to start being more successful, I have to think of ways to be charming, attractive, and fun all the time, without hesitation. the relationship could end at any moment over any kind of mistakes or misfortunes. and it's a lot of pressure, really. sometimes I think I'm ( Read more... ) -
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say what you will about me but I really deserve better than this. God this hurts so much
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(sorry, its 3:30 in the morning and im not tired)
so things are pretty good. we are happy with our cats in brooklyn and i've been juggling being busy and watching netflix and sleeping late pretty decently considering the cold makes doing things an uphill battle ( Read more... ) -
doing my laundry at 'G's laundromat'
the past few days have been better. I'm getting more used to being here and getting more job offers. I didn't think living matt would suck but his mood swings are annoying. I've been djing more again and going again. I like meeting new people, it's fun and I think my other friends groups in nj were getting stale. people are doing more with ( Read more... ) -
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I'm on a train to new York from new Brunswick where zach had a failure of a party. japanther was supposed to play and I was supposed to DJ but the cops got in the way of that. I got to play one song 'police and thieves' by the clash ironically right before they showed up.
I hate the train back to new York, new jersey is far away from Brooklyn ( Read more... ) -
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so, CJ moved out today cuz she's moving into her dorm tomorrow. I hope this doesn't ruin everything. I'm sitting in my car outside the lanes cuz I'm waiting for mike. I hate not having someone to do things with. I forgot that my friends are unreliable and don't do anything outside thier normal boring house party lives. oh well. might go to ryan's ( Read more... ) -
ideas
ok, so I'm getting sick of jersey. I have a decent apartment and a lot of good friends, but jersey is kind if an all promises with no fruition kind of place and it's really getting old.
I always say things I want to do but I think it's time to make a big step and move forward otherwise I'm gonna just be stuck here and never grow. so I think I'm ( Read more... ) -
here's lookin' at you, kid.
she said she should know me better than everyone and that she doesn't like that i have so many secrets and that i shut everyone out and that i dont talk about my past, blah blah blah.
it is really nice to know someone wants to know so much, but i don't think she knows exactly what she is getting herself into ( Read more... ) -
when i say i'm in luv, you best believe i'm in luv, L-U-V
cj spent the weekend. it was so good ( Read more... ) -
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went to CJ's today. we got sushi that was amazing and super cheap. i met her cat who is just like any cat just really big. not fat, just big. its weird. he's a nice cat though. tomorrow is my first day at pizza fusion. the first job i have to wear somewhat a uniform for in three years. its ok though, cuz im sure ill get free pizza and im delivering ( Read more... )