today alyssa and i went on our big adventure to catch bigfoot. we did. then we made porn. it was disappointingly small but i guess thats cuz he only has 1 big foot and 1 small foot. or he would be called big FEET instead. i then came out of the closet and big foot ran scared. so did alyssa. im now stranded in the middle of the woods with a dildo. ( Read more... )

kevin just sent me the most horrible email ( Read more... )

give me a guess. he asks if he can call me. tells me to call him. hugs me a millions timesbefore i leave but won't really touch me around my friends other than saying goodbye. he calls me when hes sad. he tries to hang out with me alone now but that never works. hes basically taken me out to eat a couple times. once with his mom. he called me over ( Read more... )

i'm so cunfused. i really want to try again with him but i don't know if he feels the same. sometimes it seems like he does but then he kind of hides away. he hurts me so much but then a simple phone call can put me back on cloud 9. i am so stupid. babycakes called me yesterday and asked if pinky and i were back together or just friends because ( Read more... )

i was so happy. i need to stop getting happy. its all torn away from me again. i don't mean to try to rush things. it wasn't even my idea. i was just so happy to be with him for awhile. i can't beleive he showed up or even answered back. now i think hes going to lie to me and avoid me. i'm sorry i try sometimes. i'm really not trying to rush things ( Read more... )

yesterday......... i went to the mall with alyssa and got to play with a corgi puppy. she was so cute!!!!!!! and she kept eating alyssa's shoe. she was so little and his ears were the size of her head. she tried to bite my nose tho. but she was still so cute. she was dark brown. i think those are cuter than the other ones. and she had no tail ( Read more... )

3 months ( Read more... )

it really sucks when he he says he'll call later to talk and almost two weeks later still no word. i finally picked up my check and then they wanted me to work so i ran to go see robyn. i didn't know he was working and he seemed pissed. i don't know why. we didn't even say hi to eachother. i was there to talk to robyn. so i did. i cut my thumb at ( Read more... )

my mother has gone crazy again. somebody help me.

yesterday i took eggs and cake mix to work. robyn and i made adam a birthday cake!!!. we made chick do a lot of the work once it came out of the oven. it was tall but small and it had 18 of those really long candles on it. they started to fall over. it was grand! then brandon and i were sexy elf men and blew eachotehr up with bombs......for a long ( Read more... )