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[captain_joho_8]

There's nothing more that I hate than wanting to quit something so bad, and everyone around me stopping me. At this point in my schooling I know I've come to far to give up, but yet, I want to so bad because I don't want this life anymore. I'm not good enough...I'm not smart enough, I'm not tough enough, and most of all I'm not creative enough. I

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[captain_joho_8]

I know I can always count on you for some real advice, that's unbiased, and I thank you for that. You're right that I'm at a really unhappy place in life. Everything and everyone around me doesn't really make me happy anymore, and I guess that's part of what's making school so difficult. I feel so uninspired as of lately and part of it is due to the fact that I have no clue what I want in life. I've felt a little lost since I've basically givin up on the whole Peter thing.
I guess I've only really liked myself for under half of my life, and I think it's finally taking a toll on my mind. I can really see why all those famous artist ended up going crazy.
But thanks again sarah my dear, you'll never know how much your advice really keeps me going. Muchas love from me and baby Yeshwa :)