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I just want to fix things
Grimm left last night. She is heading South. That being said, I realize how alone I really am. I just noticed I have no one other than Schu. I have no friends. I have no one I can talk to about my life. No one to turn to on a bad day. No one to tell how I feel when I'm not sure if I'm depressed or just having a bad day ( Read more... ) -
So, How's it going?
I've been here living with Schu for just over a month now ( Read more... ) -
I made it!
I've been living with Schu since Thursday. It feels so wonderful to wake up next to him and to fall asleep next to him. I love him ( Read more... ) -
...too big of a commitment...?
I was watching breaking bad earlier, and in regards to a tattoo a girl said "no, that's way too big of a commitment ( Read more... ) -
What have I not told you about Schu?
There is so much, I think by starting to tell you would help you to understand why I love him so much ( Read more... ) -
3,000 Miles Isn't That Big of a Deal, Right?
I plan to be moving 3,000 miles to be with Schu in about 5 weeks. I could not be any more excited about it! But, I have a few hesitations that are driving me crazy ( Read more... ) -
The scary day.
I feel as though my life is plagued by bad news. Death. Misfortune. Pain. Suffering. Things like that. In the year 2013 I've experienced 5 deaths thus far. The most recent of which was last night. Today, there was almost a 6th ( Read more... ) -
I find myself Scared of Tomorrow.
I'm scared everyday of what the next day will bring. I'm afraid of what will happen in my relationship, my friendships, my family, just with my life in general. I'm so scared that it nearly cripples my ability to live in today. I also have found myself in a deep pit of emotion ( Read more... ) -
Have you ever considered Mortality?
Have you ever stopped to think about how long you will live? I can tell you. The only true answer is you have no idea. There is no way for you to know. You will never know until that moment is upon you. You can think about it or fret about it. But you will not know until you have reached that moment. Instead, think about your choices. If your next ( Read more... ) -
to be easily Forgotten.
We all know that one person, you know, that one you never remember. Someone will bring them up. Then it takes like 5 minutes before you remember who they are, despite having been around them several times and having multiple conversations with them. It's not your fault. Maybe you aren't good with names, with faces, or just people in general ( Read more... )