i know this is pointless and pathetic since no one reads this anymore; but i guess whatever; that's like my life;

this song describes my life right now exactly the way it is. each and every line. so if you want to understand my life. dont ask, dont wonder, just read.

Losing My Way

Excuse me

Hi my name is Bob and I work at my job
I make 40 some ( Read more... )

how do i pick; between two that care so much; especially when they both fit into this new life so perfectly; 
i dont want to break a heart; and it's killing me making this decision;

life is so busy and full right now it's... amazing really ( Read more... )

watch for the revolution; 
it's coming; 
prepare yourselves; 
the movement is awakening; 
follow me; 
join me; 
im changing the world; 
the time to rise up is now;

touro de Capitão

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things i'll never say;

so i have three more weeks left in this town; this life; 
and yet; i have decided to make a sudden decision;

i am going

M.I.A.

(missing. in. action.)

for the rest of my time here;

that means; 
no more drinking; 
no more going out; 
no more park; 
no more pub nights; 
no more clubs; 
no more parties;
no more hang outs; 
no more soccer ( Read more... )

last two days have been ..

.. really good (minus porto's lost)

so much to tell; 
but im tired from soccer; 
so i will elabourate all tomorrow when i get home; 
offically;

let's just say tho; 
this weekend is gonna be a good one now!
and this soccer season; is going to be fucking awesome!

"Collide"

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You ( Read more... )

so here comes a real update on this journal which i havent done in sooo long:

ive gone mentally insane in these last two weeks; 
i havent slept in 11 nights and im not sleeping tonight either; 
i look scruff;
but im going to sleep tomorrow after a lot of my stress will be done with art done;
and when i say ive gone crazy, like i mean that;
and im looking ( Read more... )

DONT REALLY CARE TO MUCH FOR LIVEJOURNAL ALL THAT MUCH; 
HOWEVER I WILL STILL UPDATE FOR THE SELECTED FEW ON MY FRIENDS LIST THAT I ACTUALLY CARE ABOUT. 
BUT AS FAR AS I AM CONCERNED, IF YOU REALLY ARE IMPORTANT TO ME ILL KEEP YOU FILLED IN ON MY LIFE WHEN WE TALK IN PERSON, MSN, PHONE, OR MYSPACE; 
OTHER THEN THAT IF I THINK OF YOU AS A FRIEND, YOU ( Read more... )

To: Anyone and Everyone whom may consider themselves a friend of mine ( Read more... )