We're leaving this Friday for Boston and I must say I'm quite relieved. I realized recently that I'm becoming a "scene" kid...but not exactly. My clothes are shifting from uptight bluenose to more Jackie Kennedy martini. Does that make sense? 'kay night.

I need to clean.  Oh man do I need to clean.

Je veux que tu saches que je t'aime et je me manque toujours quand tu es alle.
J'essaie d'ecouter et etre respectueux, parce que tu me respectes.
Je suis desolee quand je ne suis pas aussi prevenante que je devrais etre.
Tu es toujours aimable meme lorsque je ne suis pas
Tu me penses et tu me fait heureuse.
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They won't go to fucking bed.

I was really productive today.  I cleaned the house and took a shower and did the dishes before Tyler got home.  He only had to work 5 hours today.  I'm glad.  He had to work 8 hours yesterday.  He has a day off tomorrow.  I wish we could go out and do something.  I really want to just go out, just us.  We're around the kids 24-7 and its so ( Read more... )

Tyler is at his work meeting thingy. I feel really lonely. Daddy got home and acted detachted and weird like usual. Mom hasn't been calling me at all. Sometimes I wonder if Mom or Dad ever thinks about me. I'm just the humanoid automatic maid...with no feelings. Ever.  They really just put me down all the time, well when they take the time to ( Read more... )

We're going hiking today...then to Young's Dairy...yay!

I cut all my hair off.

FUCK FUCKING FLAKEY PEOPLE!!!! I FUCKING HATE YOU! YOU HAVE NO HEART! I HATE YOU! YOU'RE SO SELFISH!!!!

:sighs: Ok I feel better.

I missed all last week do to a very bad case of the flu...and now I have sooooooooooooo much makeup homework you wouldn't even believe it. Holy shit!

I thinking about cutting all my hair off. I mean...like super short hair. I'm thinking I'm going to do it when school gets out because my school doesn't readily accept girls with short hair. I have some of the shortest hair (that doesn't look like skunk hair anyway) at my school. There are these girls (the aforementioned skunk haired ones) who ( Read more... )