of course it's all gone to hell, already. and i'm the one that sent it there. Dana's gone. i broke up with her in one of the most mature, adult, well considered and logical moves of my life. and i feel a complete bastard about it. i know that it was going in a bad direction, personally, with me hollowing out, catching myself saying things i ( Read more... )

is giving me a goddamn headache, and i'm really not in the mood. i'm honestly sick of worrying/false guilt. all the time. or more time than i should be devoting to it, anyway. ugh.

got a girlfriend ( Read more... )

i have a girlfriend?
story when the new york epic is finished.

it was awesome ( Read more... )

i'll tell you about it later, maybe.
it was adoreable.

t h e l e t t e r A ( Read more... )

so ( Read more... )

so even though i'm supremely lame, it's been nice doing nothing but working, cleaning and watching movies with the house to myself for 4 days. i just wish i'd gotten more accomplished. i'm either becoming complacent to the clutter in the house, or it really is all stuff that cheryl has to deal with, and she's never there. which is nice, except ( Read more... )

i have begun work on my memoirs.

no, really.

in my mind.