wow...seems like its been a while. my last post to the public was in oct. and a private one in nov; i forget if it was for myself or if it was actually open to readers or not, but anyways time for a quick update ( Read more... )

so much to say....

will only be left unsaid.

dear livejournal....

so many things i wanna say....

so much to share....

but ill just leave it at this for now....

i miss you.

oh livejournal, how i miss thee ( Read more... )

i am a shitty friend. mother fucker... i swear i need to get out of davis. the longer im there, the more im losing myself. ive never hated myself as much as i do now. never in the entire history of my existence had i felt as pointless as i feel now. i just waste air and space, absolutely good for nothing. NOTHING!!!

a bunch of boxes and a few pictures on the wall...that is what my life amounts to...makes me a lil sad to think thats all life is.

hi, my name is monlia and im an alcoholic.

Star Trek Personality Test Results: ESTP ( Read more... )

so i finished the only exam i decided to take this quarter. its really rather interesting because this is the only letter grade im expecting as well. so heres a glimps of my grades for this quarter ( Read more... )

"the dark side ( Read more... )