Im stuck ( Read more... )

Here I am, the product of countless sleepless nights and empty days, and I dont know what this is that has torn my comfort zone asunder. In the last 2 weeks, Ive gone places Ive never been to before, done things Id never think id ever get to do, and the cold loneliness that has been my constant companion no longer bites so deeply. How can a little ( Read more... )

- Keeping busy. Nursing an allnighter headache.

-Ames has sailed off again. Never spent so much on stamps for anyong before.

-Chalk up yet another gal to Pat's List. Kim, a sandy brownhair rather reminiscent of Themis Lorrang, likable so far despite being another AE and a freshman to boot.

Breakfast awaits.

Tommorow I have to make a decision as to whether or not to stay and salvage my gpa with physics 3 on summer b. If i go, my gpa this low could get me thrown out, and there's no place to put my crap. If i stay i could try to at least try to save my grades, keep my stuff, and save my future. The deciding factor is whether i can convince the parents ( Read more... )

-Amie called, 11 months since her last one, and probably 11 months til her next one. Every awkward silence or word she couldnt hear cut into me. Wierd hangup, I know, but hey, she's special to me, and those always hurt the most when I screw up a phone call by being too much like myself, unintelligable and fatally boring to anyone else on the planet ( Read more... )

-already been here a week now.

-already been shot down once. Someone always dominates your thoughts the night before you truly cant have them. damnit, life is shitty.

-damnit being better off then your friends truly is a drag. god knows im always here for you ames, things are gonna turn out for the best.

Name: Patrick

Age: 20

Sex: Male

Location: Daytona Beach FL

Zodiac sign: Capricorn

Allergies: To anything that should be thrown and not eaten.
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Favorite..

Band: Rolling Stones

Book: All Families are Psychotic

Movie: Fight Club. Blowing things up with soap is truly a universal skill.

Song: Walking on the Sun.

CD: Get Yer Ya-Ya's Out

Childhood ( Read more... )

Howdy. Taking amie's advice Ive come here from Xanga, hoping to prove my ultimate coolness.