I said it after I dated Falen. "I will never date another high school girl" and I ended up doing it anyway and look what happens. We break up on what I thought were good terms and she talks about losing her best friend and then one day she randomly turns into mega fucking bitch for no reason. what a waste of a fucking year.
I feel so incredibly alone. Lately I have been eating lunch alone, hanging out with myself, and sometimes hanging out with Jeff. I see him make out with all these girls all the time and they want him and I am left with nothing. I need something... I dont know what.
I am officially by myself, aka single. I think this time for good :/ I stood by her through so much stuff it kinda just feels like a slap in the face but apparently its better for me *cough*bullshit*cough* Its going to be so weird not having her around. I miss her smile already, but if its not meant to be then I guess it isnt. Her loss.
I asked if she was mad and it turned into her telling me I'm annoying and "there will be no us if this continues" like trying to threaten me or something
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well Laura came and picked me up and took me to Flagstaff randomly. I played in the snow while she sat in the car with the heater on. The snow was mostly ice by then but it was like 8 inches deep so I picked up huge blocks of it and threw it at stuff.