I dont think heartbreak begins to describe the way I feel right now.
John!!! you need to not kiss other people when you are trying to get someone back!

Your entire mouth tastes like metal. It's gross... seriously. I came to the conclusion that I could have gotten metal poisoning.

I think Livejournal is now my official whine about jessy site ( Read more... )

Jessy keeps telling me she loves me and she said last night she wanted hug and kiss me. Hearing this stuff makes me happy, and then she follows it with I dont want to fix it. It makes me feel like she is just toying with me, and my thoughts are already too confused. I think she just wants to be friends, and I'm not willing to do that. It will just ( Read more... )

I've tricked myself into believeing it was going to actually work out. Everything around me reminds me of all the amazing times we had together. I'm so miserable right now. I started going to school partly to show her I'm not lazy. I started hanging out with my friends more partly to show her I'm not completely dependent on her.My pictures, my ( Read more... )

I hadnt heard from Karen in almost a year and today she called me out of the blue and said she finally found my number so she came over and drank a little bit with me. Jeff came over for a bit and had one drink. Nobody got drunk, and we bearly got buzzed, but man it was SO GREAT seeing Karen again. I missed that girl so much. She got out of the car ( Read more... )

I did it, I took it one step too far. I am now unwillingly single. Watch out world! I've never truely been in love with anyone except her. From the moment I laid eyes on her I thought she was the most beautiful thing in the world. She IS a unique snowflake, she IS special but I cant have her. Whats worse is that I'm starting to get the feeling that ( Read more... )

That is all I want ( Read more... )

So I started drinking last night ( Read more... )

so its been a long time since I've used this thing. It's not really that exciting anymore.
I am now on MySpace just because my "friends" are and I can feel cool cause my friends are there.
I watched Hey*Kid practice, and Adam's voice really stinks. Other than that, they are ok!