another crazy night of partying last night. it all started when i got home from work and took a shower, promptly followed by a visit from tricia and jen. we decided that we wanted to watch movies, because it was raining and stuff, and it seemed like a good idea, so we went over to blockbuster and picked up two horror movies, "fear of the dark" ( Read more... )

not bad for a kiddie book movie ;) i liked the hippogryph graphics. inspired me to make some sort of ridable pet on merentha perhaps (yes i'm a computer science dork... but chances are i could shred you a new asshole on guitar! so things even out, don't they?) anyway, yea, went with christine, anthony, and lisa ;) of course we had to be loud ( Read more... )

things have been going better i guess. or maybe i'm numb, i'm not quite sure yet. i'm leaning towards thinking that things are better though. let's see, went to no doubt/blink 182/the living end this past sunday. blink sucked. the only thing that kept me interested were the weird movies they had playing in the background. i guess they had ( Read more... )

i'm so fucking tired of feeling like this. i really thought that these days were in the past. but i guess not. God has more pain in store for me, what a kidder.. you'd figure that drinking every night would drown out most of it? heh.. it just lifts me higher before slamming me right back down at the end of the night after everyone leaves. and ( Read more... )

not within arms length ( Read more... )

well, despite my efforts to drown out my emotions, it's time for a little rant in hopes that it will dig me out of this pathetic hole i've dug for myself. so yea, i can't get over her. i really can't. i've tried everything. someone will have to prove me wrong or something because i pretty much give up. i figure there are two things that can ( Read more... )

FINALLY! i got a modem tonight, and i'm back online... mwahahaha! let's see, what has been going on with me... i've been working a little although the season isn't in full swing yet. should be getting some hours after memorial day. and i'm thinkin about taking this job a few nights at this new restaurant place, but who knows. been hanging out ( Read more... )

eh, not much has been going on lately. hanging out, doing work (it never ends), the usual. i just finished my final sociology paper, the one we weren't supposed to have, but ended up having anyway. fun stuff... so now i only have a take home for differential equations and i'm done! woooo! then it's off to cape may and work all summer... yaayyy ( Read more... )

Doctor Unheimlich has diagnosed me with
CaptjackmehoffosisCause:a blow to the headSymptoms:forgetfulness, extreme feverishness, lust, foot swellingCure:attempt to repeat cause

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