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I hurt.
Being forced to quit ballet was the worst thing that could happen to me. I miss it every day and it feels like some vital organ was ripped from my body. It hurts so fucking badly. I hate any life that doesn't include any form of dance. I don't think I can live a life without dancing in it, and I hope I don't have to. -
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Oh god... The cashier who rang up my purchase of only razor blades just told me to be careful! Somehow, I managed not to laugh until out of the store.
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Parenthood: the idiotic idea that your crying shit-machine is somehow special and different to any other crying shit-machine.
Stop reproducing for fucks sake. Tired of seeing people buckle under the instinct to perpetuate he fucked up human race.
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Ballet class starts Monday!!!
I am so excited! Too fat for tights and a leotard, but I don't care! I can't imagine two classes a week will be enough!
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Ten pounds
I've said it so many times. I need it to be true this time. The only reason I'm still the same is my own fault. Lazy. Depressed. Unmotivated. No more. No more fat.
Age: 25
CW: 132.4 lbs
Height: 5'4"
LW: 84lbs
HW: 136lbs
GW: 122.4 by August 1
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I hate my big mouth and my inability to gracefully tolerate rude, arrogant fucks.
I wish I didn't swear so much. I wish the hatred of my job didn't affect me so much - I wish I had MUCH higher tolerance for crap.
I want to sleep through this, but my anxiety is stopping me.
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Whoops
Ate something I shouldn't have and found myself praying to the porcelain gods after. I've lost three pounds so far.... only seven more to go.
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Triggering comment
The guy I am working with casually points at my arm and says, "Oh. You cut yourself." Then just as casually changes the subject.
And now I want to cut. What a funny day.
