*I dunno...*

[captnsparrow4me]

Alright so, a while back i posted a random emo entry but then quickly deleted it, so here i am to post my feelings without getting emotional

Comments

[slowlo2989]

by that definition, i should be a pisces! lol

[captnsparrow4me]

haha pluchy! when are we going to hang out?

[slowlo2989]

idk... i busy tonight, and tomorrow after 12 lol then on monday im busy from 10-30 until after practice, which starts at 4... so maybe tuesday we can do something? lol

[liesfortheheart]

awwwww jacoby. all it ever says about scorpios is that we're passionate sexaholics pretty much. but yeah rejection is a bitch even if they have no clue that u even like them and crap. but u figure that u've got a crapload of time for guys especially since 17-20 are the age i think where they're the hottest. don't worry the time for ur love will come. I LUV YA SWEETUMS

[captnsparrow4me]

Yea i know i know i just get so wrapped up in my emotions but hopefully this year will be a good year for MEN aha xox

[liesfortheheart]

hahahaha ya but too bad u won't find that many hotties at our school since they all graduated. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

[sunnyxrain]

Yeah i know. My friend Naomi gave me my entire emotional readout and it said we have the strength and libido of a man. And if people get in our way we don't let them forget iot.

[bananasaurus]

so true so true.
hahahah
person above me ^^ passionate sexaholics....lmao
it's so true, it only says that (im scorpio) haha . strange.
but yes lets hope this year rocks

[captnsparrow4me]

ah this year better rock becuz this summer has been poo haha

[bananasaurus]

exactly. that's what my friends and I have decided. Haha.If it doesn't, then, well....we don't know what we'll do but we'll be mad! hahaha

[_offtherecord_]

And as far as boys go, i know that it's no use searching for somebody. Everything in life happens for a reason, and when it happens, it will happen when you least expect it.
kowing that doesn't make it any easier. but i admire you for getting past your fear of boys and risking being rejected. that's more than i've ever done and it takes a pretty strong person to be willing to be that open with someone. you'll never regret not doing something for a lack of trying (which i will). all the best in all your future romantic endeavors.

[captnsparrow4me]

haha why thank you for that lol but my feeling also is that as far as this experience goes, i can only learn from it and yea, haha that statement above is pretty unrealistic but unfortunetaly it's what keeps me going xox

[_offtherecord_]

oh, no i didn't mean it was unrealistic. you have to believe in something. what's the point otherwise? i just meant that it hurts and i'm sorry and that i really admire you for staying optimistic and open.

[_offtherecord_]

ack, i'm sorry i forgot to sign in

[sunnyxrain]

Jess - update!