i love you. and not... not in a friendly way, although i think we're great friends. and not in a misplaced affection, puppy dog way, although i'm sure that's what you'll call it. i love you. very, very simple, very truly. you are the epitome of everything i have ever looked for in another human being. and i know that you think of me as just a ( Read more... )

i wish i was your friend. just your friend. so maybe you'd waste a second on me or even give me the time of day.

i just want an ounce of your attention. i don't ask for a lot. it's hard to be everything when you feel like nothing, is all.

first i'm not important and now i'm not even worth the time.

i fucking need a better life with better people in it because i can't stand this all by myself. i never fucking sleep anymore and i'm sick all the time. i've never been this "generally annoyed" before in my life. i'm constantly in a bad mood. and then bring on tonight, why don't we ( Read more... )

could you tell me the next time that you're choking? cause i'll run right over to shove some dirt right down your throat. it's nothing i have against you, you're just a creep and you can't remember the last five years. what's a bond if it dissolves in water? i took a piss that lasted longer than you and your manipulations. i called my mom last ( Read more... )

i really love when i think someone is a good friend and then i find out that they secretly wish they could just get away from me when i'm around. they figure that they could live without me. four fucking years wasted on someone that could have given a shit about me if they hadn't been so self-absorbed. too bad i decided to give a shit about them. ( Read more... )

it's your fault; you left everyone that cared about you the same way you cared about them.

i'm glad you're mature enough to talk directly to me instead of just writing livejournal entries about me or having someone you hate write an email to me just to ask me for some soda bottles. grow some balls and stop pretending like you're life is better now that i'm out of it.

- this weekend mostly sucked ( Read more... )

you almost make me regret ever telling you anything. i'd rather keep secrets than be treated like complete shit.

so why don't you fuck off, instead.
have fun with your slutbag, drug-addicted online girlfriend.