Alone with my thoughts

[capturetherain]

I know I haven’t updated in awhile and I’m not even sure that anyone is really interested in what I have to say, and yet I still write. I though being home for the summer would be great and that everything confusing would just go away. I’m so naive to think that and I knew I was, but I guess facing reality is a little harder than I imagined. There

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[moochies18]

hah. have you ever seen garden state?
this is what your post reminds me of.
seriously. i know i say this a lot, but bro. i've been there. it's like you thought all this crap would stop at high school.... but you're now in the fun stage of going from teenage kid to adult. (hah. i'm still struggling, and just now getting my big girls feet)
it's just... meeeeh. :P
you need to get away with a freind or a few, whatever you'd prefer... really. just get away with friends. not looking for home. not having expectations... just going. having a good time and piss on everything else.
it seriously does wonders.

..... but then again, where does a floridian go for summer vacation?
anywhere else is just, too cold. (it's freezing up here! stay away from new england!)

seriousyl, tho. .....

damn. i wrote another book. i sorry.
xoxoxox chin up!:P~

[crazymhskids]

Aw, it's okay Deana. I know the feeling...believe me, I know. I think your friend has the right idea. You probably just need to get away for a while with some friends or just one or two close people. You're seeming over-stressed and I think you need a bit to get away from it all.

If anything though, if you can't find anyone to talk to, I'll listen ;)

<33
~joi-joi~

[kittygracepanda]

hey you, i haven't been on this thing in months and i decide to get on and i get to read this. i kno its hard and i'm sorry, but remember you can always count on me to listen, all you have to do is call. i miss you girl. oh yeah and if you really want to get away for like a week think about coming with me to kentucky, it would be relaxing and there would be no expectations for anything, just full on fun and relaxing nothingness, how great does that sound. i guess i will ttyl, hang in there, your stronger then you believe and i know that you will get through this and you will be beter for it. love ya.

Marina