wow, this thing is so old, and there are so many crazy memories from here. god only knows how any of us would have been able to get throuh high school with out being able to vent on livejournal. i can't believe that it is still here. 

That was probably the last straw. I don't think my heart can ache any more then what it does right now. I mean to find out information like this it stings and i hate it. And to think they wouldn't even know each other if it hadn't been for me introducing them. Thats it i've made the decision i'm going to keep my groups of friends separate from one ( Read more... )

I'm having a hard time and i'm not really sure why. Its weird you think you get over something and then one day it simply hits you in the face. I need to start writing in here more often cause i need a way to get my feelings out. I'm not sure why i'm sad, but i am. I don't know where my life is going but it seems to be spinning, atleast in my eyes ( Read more... )

To see him standing there, so close to my grasp. I love that he is here even for the short period of time. It makes me happy, and so few things now a days make me happy, which sucks but thats how it is at this point in my life. Anyway whats even more weird then him standing there is how he acts. I don't know if i see things that i want to see or ( Read more... )

last night was so much fun. Me and Deana went over to robyn's at like 1:30 and we baked cookies until like 7, it was great, and then everyone else came over and we all had dinner and just hung out. Then it was present time. That was so good, everyone loved their presents and that was great. And robyn and aaron made me this great picture bored with ( Read more... )

Deana showed me this song the other day, and i just fell in love. And i really like all of her songs they are very good ( Read more... )

And alcohol, make a good combination for a party. We had so much fun last night, i loved it. I was a fairy and my costume was super cute, i loved it. Had some great drinks and meet some very interesting people. And got some well deserved kisses. lol ( Read more... )

When people are two faced. I absolutely can't stand it, if you feel a certain way then you should just say it. don't pretend that everything is ok when it isn't/ Why is the american population so fake?

I also hate the fact that i am always the "friend." Like what the hell is that all about, i have tons of guy friends and althought most of them are ( Read more... )

So i have this every annoying "something" inside me telling me that i need to see a doctor, and it won't go away.

This weekend was so much fun. I love my little group that has come together, we always have so much fun. And it is great ( Read more... )