Its 7:30am and I’ve already been up for a half hour. Its way to early to be going to class and then work. All I wanted to do today when my alarm went off was throw it across the room and curl back into my warm bed and go back to sleep. I think next school year I’m going to avoid 8:30 classes at all costs. This is totally random, but I felt like

Its 9:30 in the morning and I actually woke up on my own this early. It probably has something to do with the fact that I went to bed shortly after 1am and for the first time in a week, I actually sleep through the entire night. I realize I haven’t updated in awhile so here is another attempt to update. I’m honestly not sure who still reads this ( Read more... )

It’s been entirely too long since I have written in here. I’ve tired several times but keep getting distracted or not knowing what to say. The semester is over and with it I’m half-way done with college and even though I can graduate and in three and a half years I plan on staying for four. Anyway the first time I went home all semester was for ( Read more... )

I don’t know how many times I have said this before but life is truly a crazy ride. I can’t believe it’s already October. So much has happen in such a short time. I’ve been up here in Gainesville for almost 2 months now without going home and to be honest it feels good, even though I miss my family and friends, it still feels good to finally be ( Read more... )

I’ve attempted to come and update this journal several times in the past week but I keep getting distracted. It’s been crazy busy with school, work and trying to find a balance with friends. I’m healing a little more as each day passes and I’m happy here. It’s a happiness I haven’t experienced in a while, a kind of happiness that radiates and other ( Read more... )

Once again I have not updated in quite a long time. It’s just been really crazy. On August 16th I moved back up to Gainesville into an apartment with marina, I started work at a coffee cart on campus on August 20th and classes started this Thursday (the 23rd). It’s been one hell of a busy week. I’m still not 100% unpacked but my room is pretty much ( Read more... )

I haven’t written in here for a few months. I suppose it was too hard for me to write my thoughts. It’s been a rough summer to say the least. Sam and I broke up about a week ago. It’s the hardest thing I have ever done in my entire life. We had been fighting all the time, taking each other for granted and just not treating each other as we once had ( Read more... )

Its 10pm and I'm totally exhausted and definetly ready for bed. I finally started working. I'm a camp Counselor at the Town of Davie Summer Camp, working 40+ hours a week. Its a great job, just really exhausting and the kids definetly make me feel old. The pay is good and its only for the next 6 weeks. I'm too tired to finish this entry, maybe ( Read more... )

I know I haven’t updated in awhile and I’m not even sure that anyone is really interested in what I have to say, and yet I still write. I though being home for the summer would be great and that everything confusing would just go away. I’m so naive to think that and I knew I was, but I guess facing reality is a little harder than I imagined. There ( Read more... )

I can’t decide if I like the new Linkin Park CD, it’s a bit of a disappointment. I dropped off an application at the town of Davie for a counselor position. Hopefully this time it will lead to a interview. I also found out that one of the sites for their camp is in the park by my neighborhood. How sweet would that be? I also realized this morning ( Read more... )