i hope to god you hear me now, i hope to god you feel this now

[captwastedface]

For a long time I was sober.
And it felt good.
But I've been finding myself slipping back...
And I scare myself sometimes.
Because I can see myself become a pillhead.
I love popping them.
But I can never have enough.
Boo to that.

Whatever, many will pass judgement on this.
To all of you...FUCK YOU.

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you're sitting directly across from me right now

[ireworks]

i will never pass judgement on you, because you've been there more than mostly everyone has.
i love you more than anything, and i'll be here whenever you need me. love you, manda.

Re: you're sitting directly across from me right now

[captwastedface]

tar-uh, thanks chica.
i friggin love you.
you are amazing.

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[solar_whisper]

judgement? pshaw.

i will totally pop pills with you. just not 20 c's!

<3<3<3 miss you tons

This isn't time for a witty remark and a shrug.

[d_rock_is_dead]

Everyone seems a little too excited at the fact that you're popping pills. I mean, it isn't a good thing and if this is true, it's a big problem. Seriously. If you want to talk about it you have a lot of friends who are willing to support you.