Rain always weirds me out when it's around Christmas.

I wish I could remember where I put that lighter.
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I'm really excited for Xmas.
To play with the gift-i-figured-out-but-shouldn't-have.
But mostly to give drew his stuff.
I hope he likes it all : /
It's definitely gonna be weird ( Read more... )

Brand New was this evening and..oh god.
On top of dodging seth, and wanting to be in the front where i belonged:
aaron from mewithoutyou handed out milk and cookies :)
thrice was pretty good, although their strobes were practically seizure inducing,
and jesse lacey was either a.) wasted, or b.)just plain didn't care.
vinnie was beautiful as usual
brian ( Read more... )

(and no one will really know whats going on...)
i hate how he always does this.
i don't know what to say or do to make things better.
he's so goddamn stubborn sometimes
and just won't listen to me no matter what i say.
he, for some reason, can't see that telling himself my "secret shit"(as he put it)
doesn't work for him is the reason nothings ( Read more... )

The Story of Me

THE BEGINNINGS OF ME:

TODAYS DATE: October 20, 2007.
MY NAME IS: Amanda Devine
AND I CAME INTO THIS WORLD ON: October 4,1986
IN THE CITY/STATE OF: Ypsilanti, MI (say that 5 times fast)
THE DOCTOR YELLED:.....
AND MY FAMILY RESPONDED WITH: derka derka.
MY FAMILY CONSISTED OF: Madre, padre.

THE CURRENT ME:

NOW I RESIDE IN: Myrtle Beach, SC
WITH ( Read more... )

Life is grand ( Read more... )

so today is fabulous ( Read more... )

would it be so bad if i started seeing him again ( Read more... )

The old man behind me can't figure out how to use the computer.
I really want to help him. 
And he's wearing shoes that light up when you walk!! Can you say pimp?!

I had such a great dream last night. 
So great, I totally thought it was real.
Its so disappointing to wake up and realize that everything you wanted and actually had, was merely a dream. 
I ( Read more... )

what the eff.
i dont know what to do.
help me. please. 
your mixed signals will be the end of me.

i've officially ended things with him.
and i feel mildly upset, and mildly happy about that.
but i've begun to realize i'm so in love with the idea of being in love,
that i'll take anything i can get.
No more though,
I surely deserve better.
I've gotta teach myself not to be upset everytime something with a guy doesn't work out,
I've gotta tell myself ( Read more... )